So I really have no idea what's getting me down lately. owells.I didn't expect myself to break down so badly today but I really did.It's just that the change that I have to adapt to from last year to this year is so great.Teachers expect you to have a more work-harder attitde while you're still stuck in your previous year.SO WEIRD. I'm not exactly ready to accept the pressure now that I have to take and all of it makes me feel heavily burdened.like there's no one else to turn to when I need a ranting session or jsut a time where I can just scream and yell or sit somewhere quiet stoning my day away.